you make me feel stupid for just opening my mouth

Should we even be together? 

I hate the way I am, but you are not understanding at all. Everything I do is wrong; I can never do anything right. YOU critique everything I do. I feel like shit, and if I tell you that, you'll say I'm being too sensitive. I need to suck it up. 

I'm not sure if you are what I need. I love you, but I need someone gentler. I am sensitive. I do feel my emotions, and I don't know if you can be there for me emotionally. I feel like such a shit person because of you, but the thing is, this is just how you are. And this may work for someone, this may be the kind of love someone needs, but it's too much for me, for my heart. I don't want to cry. I don't want to feel shitty. I love you so much, this hurts. I feel like such a shell of myself. I feel like my younger self all over again. I feel stupid for even opening my mouth. I hate this feeling. I wish you were gentler, more understanding. And I wish was too. 

Love is meant to be hard, meant to be worked on, but i don't know how much longer. You make me feel like a fool. 

-Blue