Spitting anger

Dear stranger,

There was a time when anger consumed me, and I let self-hate spill over onto others. I failed to see how fortunate I was to have certain people in my life and took them for granted. Now, as I reflect on those moments, I feel a mix of sadness and regret for my younger self. They didn't deserve that and I wish that i had been a better person. I can reflect on this but it doesn't make me feel any better.

-Blue